Humility

In my life I always try my best to think positive and be humble. I have been so blessed in my life and the blessing continue daily. I thought my life was hard but I was growing from all the struggles and challenges God has given me. This was my thought until a couple of weeks ago when my aunt and uncle's house burnt down.

Their house was only about 10 years old and was built mostly from my uncle Paul Cowley. Him and his wife and their three kids and son in law lived there, loved there, and had many memories in their large home in west haven.

I keep thinking to myself how grateful and truly humbled I am to have a home to go to. My own furniture and pictures inside my home.

I can't believe the service and helpfulness neighbors, the church, and complete strangers that have helped my aunt and uncles home.

Wonderful little life

I can't believe how amazing my life really is.

1. I have a great family with parents who care and love me.
2. I was blessing to be born in the true church.
3. I have a fantastic job.
4. I am blessed to have the gift of patients.
5. My siblings are very cute and giving... perfect combo

I am just so happy with my life right now. I feel so stabble and happy for the most part. Of course we all have hard days. But they are nothing like last year even. I know my heavenly father has a wonderful plan for me. I just can't wait to see the plan fold out.  #completelyblessed

It has been awhile sense I have been on here. A lot of things have changed in my life.
• I ended up leaving Weber state for the ATC. I am so blessed to have God help me make that decision.
•I have finally eaten at Maddox for the first time in my life. I loved it. When I make it to see heavenly father again... there will be Maddox.
•I am no longer depressed at all. I am so grateful for doctors to help me with that.
•I no longer blame people for the choices I have made. ( Sorry about that Brody and my family.)
•I am now helping my cousin plan her wedding and I am also a bridesmaid.
•I still work at the best place ever... Jamie's preschool. I truly love my job.
•I just feel so much calmer and very happy with my life.

I am so grateful for everyone who has been on my side. I really feel like an adult now. I am more driven and in a much better place. I thank God everyday for all the blessing and promises he has made me for my life. I couldn't ask for anything better.

I really am apart of the right family.

The new me.

It has been awhile sense I have been on here. A lot of things have changed in my life.

•  I ended up leaving Weber state for the ATC. I am so blessed to have God help me make that decision.
• I have finally eaten at Maddox for the first time in my life. I loved it. When I make it to see heavenly father again... there will be Maddox.
• I am no longer depressed at all. I am so grateful for doctors to help me with that.
• I no longer blame people for the choices I have made. ( Sorry about that Brody and my family.)
• I am now helping my cousin plan her wedding and I am also a bridesmaid.
• I still work at the best place ever... Jamie's preschool. I truly love my job.
• I just feel so much calmer and very happy with my life.

I am so grateful for everyone who has been on my side. I really feel like an adult now. I am more driven and in a much better place. I thank God everyday for all the blessing and promises he has made me for my life. I couldn't ask for anything better.

I really am apart of the right family.

The crazy year

Well,
This year has been insane. I had my heart stomped on but some how found forgiveness. I finally have my temple recommend. School is going by without a hitch. I found happiness again without any guys. I became closer to my amazing mom. I lost some friends but somehow I am still alive. haha I gained my self worth and self esteem in check. I can honestly say, even though it has been quiet a difficult year emotionally, I survived... no, more than survived. I conquered and fought to make myself truely happy. I am just so happy being just me. And even though I am single, I am now a surviver and I am so happy where my life is going and where I am right now. My heavenly father really does have a plan for me and I am looking forward to living it. :)
Now my new years resolution:
1. actually go on a date
2. excersize five times a week for at least an hour.
3. End thearapy and anti depressents by my birthday ( May 30)
4. Go to church evey week (unless I am brutally sick. )
5. Last but not least, stay being happy and grow spiritually and mentally. :)

Build a bear

I took brennen to build a bear last night because he has never gone but he loves build a bear. So we get there and he picked out his really cute blue build a bear. Being two I was just waiting for him to go crazy around the store. He didn't. He stayed right by me and waited patiently for his turn to stuff it. when he got his bear stuffed, he washed it and brushed it with a huge smile on his face. Brennen then, picked out the cutest outfit for his build a bear. He picked out a car shirt and pants. He was literally jumping up and down with excitement. He had such a fun time and I am so grateful I have him in my life. He is the most selfless two year old I know and he has the best smile ever. I love you bremen. I hope when I have kids my two year olds we be loving and patient just like you.

I have had an amazing couple of days. I went to the temple to do baptisms for the dead last night with my singles ward. I loved it so much. I haven't been to the temple since I was fifteen. I felt so blessed to have the opportunity to go yesterday. I truly love the gospel and what it does for me. I am so blessed to have a temple so close to where I live that I can go anytime I want. I made a new goal for myself, to go to the temple at least once a month. Maybe more....

 

My little brother, Brennen, loves lights. When we are driving around and he sees any different lights on houses he says "pretty house." As a result, I had to take him to see temple square during Christmas time. We went tonight. I couldn't believe the look on his eyes when he saw the temple all light up and all the sculptures of Christ birth. He had to see "Baby Jesus" at least three times and just stare. I can't believe the spirit in such a small boy. He really taught me a lot tonight by his sheer amazingness of "Baby Jesus." I love him so much and I am so grateful I have him a a brother.