Chicago Illinois!!!!

Oh my heck! My brother is going to Chicago for his two year LDS mission! I am sooo happy for him. He has always wanted to go on a misson to Chicago. In fact, that is what he thought he was going to go. I am so proud of him for his sacrifice he his giving for the lord and our lost brothers and sisters. I am going ot miss him a lot but I know he is leaving for the right reasons. What is kind of cool is that if you make a straight line, Brysen's and Brody's mission is connected. It is amazing!

Thank you

I started my job this week. Yay!!!! I love working with Jamie and I love all the kids she watches. I am so grateful for this job and my previous job. I have learned to much and I cannot wait until I can do it myself. I am so blessed to have a wonderful missionary and wonderful people around me to purk me up when I am having an awful day, (thanks Ellie, Marrianne, and mom.) I am just so grateful for everybody who I have accepted into my life and stayed. Thank you all. :)

Ms. Looser

I don't know what to believe anymore. Why can't I serve the lord and go on a mission? Does he want me miserable here at my home for another two years? I hate school, I hate coming home, I lost my job, and the only time I can go anywhere is Sunday while I am at church. Isn't that pathetic, church is my fun. I feel like an old looser. I don't know why God gave me this plan. I am not strong enough for this. I can't even serve a mission because I am not strong enough to suck up my past relationship and move on with my craziness. I am just so sick of people telling me I can't when I have proved time and again I can do it.

Happy Aniversary to me

Last Tuesday was Brody and I's aniversary. I can't believe it has already been one year since we started dating. I really do love Brody and I can't wait for him to be home so we can spend our life and all eternity together. I am so proud of him and what he has accoplished in his life. He is the best guy I have ever met.

My poor missionary

I just found out yesterday that Brody hasn't received any of my letters. I feel awful. I can't believe he hasn't gotten any of them. I wonder how long it has last. I guess now I know why he hasn't sent me letters for awhile. What should I do? Maybe I am sending them to the wrong address. I sure hope he can get my next one and I get one this week. I am kind of going nuttier.

My lucky Day!

Yesterday was Mckenna's birthday and I decided to do my oral presentation that day (hoping it will be good luck.) I did better than last time. They said I was more confident and I spoke louder and more clearer than my last presentation. Yay! I also took a math test and got an 80% on it. I am so proud of myself. I only missed two questions. Mckenna also got a phone. (The same one as mine a mytouch 4g.) I guess her birthday is a lucky day. haha. Even though I was sick, I am still a lucky being. I have a great job, my missionary is happy, and I have great friends. I thank the Lord for those things all the time.

Valentines Day

This semester I really like my classes. I retook my math class and found a wonderful professor who is willing to help me and is very patient. Public speaking isn't really that bad, at least I can pick my own subjects to talk about. I love human development! It is so fascinating. My English professor is really boring however, my homework in that class is actually fun.
I really miss Brody, I didn't get a letter this week and in his E-mail, he seems kind of down. I am really worried about him. I sure hope he starts to enjoy this area of his mission. It is going on to be seven months on Valentines Day and I have no idea what to do. Should I get him a card and candy? Any ideas would help greatly. Thank you.