Horray for cleaning!!!!!

so, this past week we have been deep cleaning our whole house. We repainted our bathroom (not the bright orange I wanted) but it looks so much better than that awful wallpaper. I cleaned up the storage room that is in between Sydnee and my rooms and I also bleached tile floor downstairs which would be the laundry room and the storage room. However, I burned myself and have this awful rash looking thing all over the place. I think they might be stress hives. I have them often. I also got a calling this week and my young single adults ward which is a visiting teaching coordinator. I am really excited about it. I took Addysen to build-a-bear for her birthday. She was so excited. We took the frontrunner and everything. I can't believe she is six now. It is funny, Addysen's birthday was one of the last birthday's Brody got to be at last year. Brody has almost been a missionary for a whole year now. I am so proud of him and the strength he has for doing everything and having the will power to do what he does. I am the luckiest person ever. I also need to go up to the school and figure out what happened to my human development grade. According to my records I got a D in that class and since I got an A on my final, it should be an A. I am really confused about that. Anyways, I get the whole week off of work next week because my family is doing the anual going to park city and other places I am not entirely sure what we are doing. I am so excited. I really, really need a break from everything and I am hoping this will help.

Chicago Illinois!!!!

Oh my heck! My brother is going to Chicago for his two year LDS mission! I am sooo happy for him. He has always wanted to go on a misson to Chicago. In fact, that is what he thought he was going to go. I am so proud of him for his sacrifice he his giving for the lord and our lost brothers and sisters. I am going ot miss him a lot but I know he is leaving for the right reasons. What is kind of cool is that if you make a straight line, Brysen's and Brody's mission is connected. It is amazing!

Thank you

I started my job this week. Yay!!!! I love working with Jamie and I love all the kids she watches. I am so grateful for this job and my previous job. I have learned to much and I cannot wait until I can do it myself. I am so blessed to have a wonderful missionary and wonderful people around me to purk me up when I am having an awful day, (thanks Ellie, Marrianne, and mom.) I am just so grateful for everybody who I have accepted into my life and stayed. Thank you all. :)

Ms. Looser

I don't know what to believe anymore. Why can't I serve the lord and go on a mission? Does he want me miserable here at my home for another two years? I hate school, I hate coming home, I lost my job, and the only time I can go anywhere is Sunday while I am at church. Isn't that pathetic, church is my fun. I feel like an old looser. I don't know why God gave me this plan. I am not strong enough for this. I can't even serve a mission because I am not strong enough to suck up my past relationship and move on with my craziness. I am just so sick of people telling me I can't when I have proved time and again I can do it.

Happy Aniversary to me

Last Tuesday was Brody and I's aniversary. I can't believe it has already been one year since we started dating. I really do love Brody and I can't wait for him to be home so we can spend our life and all eternity together. I am so proud of him and what he has accoplished in his life. He is the best guy I have ever met.

My poor missionary

I just found out yesterday that Brody hasn't received any of my letters. I feel awful. I can't believe he hasn't gotten any of them. I wonder how long it has last. I guess now I know why he hasn't sent me letters for awhile. What should I do? Maybe I am sending them to the wrong address. I sure hope he can get my next one and I get one this week. I am kind of going nuttier.

My lucky Day!

Yesterday was Mckenna's birthday and I decided to do my oral presentation that day (hoping it will be good luck.) I did better than last time. They said I was more confident and I spoke louder and more clearer than my last presentation. Yay! I also took a math test and got an 80% on it. I am so proud of myself. I only missed two questions. Mckenna also got a phone. (The same one as mine a mytouch 4g.) I guess her birthday is a lucky day. haha. Even though I was sick, I am still a lucky being. I have a great job, my missionary is happy, and I have great friends. I thank the Lord for those things all the time.